When I was 19, I was so terrified at the thought potentially becoming pregnant before getting married (if we did the "wrong" things). I thought that my parents would definitely disown me or cause so much drama that I'll just elope with my then bf. Or they'll kill the bf lol... The thought of 未婚先孕 used to scare me so much.
At 29, I'm scared that I can never have another kid bcoz of my screwed up hormones after having little fish. Or if I get pregnant again, I dunno whether the 2nd kid will ever safely arrive. And now I'd rather we accidentally had kid(s) 10 years ago Hahaha.. If we did, our first kid (if we have more than 1) would be 10 years old already!!
We always yearn for things not within our control. Heh...
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