I'm feeling lost, lonely, and loser-ish. sad, depressed, and feeling stupid. when can i see the light at the end of the tunnel? how long exactly is this damn tunnel? how long more do i have to fumble my way thru in the dark before i reach enlightenment? i cannot expect my advisors to tell me everything - they're only there to share the tools and experience with me. they're not there to provide me with the answer. they should not. and i do not want it that way.

but i'm feeling so incompetent! how? it's like i'm so stupid to not see the link between the theories and the context that i wanna work on. i mean obviously i can't find a perfect match - that's the challenge of the research - u gotta identify a gap and work on it. it's never gonna be that straightforward. but now i'm plain stuck!!! should i abandon my current context and find a better fit for the theory, since finding a theory for my current context seems a bit unattainable, considering that i've been doing that for the past 2 - 3 mths. should i move on? like breaking up with a bf that u don't see any future with, and getting to know new ppl, and finally getting hooked with the real Mr Right? dual coding theory might not be a good match for dance-based video games. but it is a good one for memory/knowledge/education studies. which still can be in the form of games. maybe i shall just get the damn "dance" element out of the way. poof!