The sch sem is almost over... i'm left with 1 last day in sch -- law exam on 21st Feb, & i'm done with TP CMM.. woohoo!! 3 yrs ago, i was so excited 2 join this course. n now, everything is gonna be over really soon.. I remember that at the beginning of the sem (Nov 05), i can't wait 2 get everything over n done with, but now, after i had handed in almost all my assignments (i'm left with only magazine, which I'm going 2 collect our very own magazine with me as the covergirl 2moro from the printer), i'm suddenly at a lost.
I dunno what my next step shld be. Well, obviously i know i need 2 go 4 further studies. But where? What course? When?
I dunno if i shld stay in the Media industry, coz it's so complicated n stressful n it's not as if ppl who work in the media line get paid more than those who hold other *boring* jobs. yea, no doubt, ppl in the media get all the fun... when i was with mediacorp publishing 4 my 5mth internship, i got 2 c cute models almost everyday (when i go 2 the photo unit), i get 2 interview n even dine with celebs, i get 2 try new cosmetics, hair products yadda yadda, i get 2 go 2 food tasting session n write on the food.. well actually my internship wasn't that bad la. the deadlines weren't that bad too.. but what i'm afraid is that once i'm in the real working world n hold a full time position, i'll have 2 face the "real thing", like sourcing 4 new ideas, new angles, new everything, coz media is all about "freshness" n novelty, no?
then i'm also considering about going 2 NUS arts n social science faculty 2 study language. i'm thinking of majoring in English Language (yea, all the phonetics n symantics yadda yadda... i know i'm not the typica English-speaking prim n proper Singaporean, but rather the rojak - english/chinese/hokkien sprouting Singapolian, but hey, I've got an interest in this k, n at least my O Levels English was not too bad - A2) n perhaps take Chinese Language as my minor. But i'm still looking at the career opportunities if i choose this route. translater? PR person? interpreter? i dunno.. seriously, i only know 4 sure that i wanna be Andy's wife in the future.. heehee.. oops x_X
Another option would be NIE. probably choosing Chinese Language.. But looking at my personality, i dun think i can be a good teacher la.. i'm afraid i'll corrupt the students' minds la.. like i said earlier, i'm not ur prim n proper type of gal.. i'm a SingapoLiaN!!! wahahhahaha.. k la, i'm not really an ah lian la.. btw how do u define? smoking? wear bright coloured clothes n accessories n resulting in a overkill? hmm.. or do they even still exist 2dae? hmm.. nvm..
n my final option, 2 wait 4 Andy 2 finish NS b4 going overseas 2 further my studies. Which means that i'm gonna find a job, prob in the magazine line, earn n save n wait 4 my Andy.. Then maybe i'll go like Australia 2 get a journalism degree or what la.. but seriously, i dun really know what i wanna be in the future la.. i juz know i wanna be with Andy.. I dunno if i'm naive or what la, but we've sort of agreed 2 be together 3 yrs later.. which means, when i'm like 23.. haha.. not too young, not too old.
on a lighter note, I've had a wonderful Valentine's Day... heehee.. 1st thing that made me happy: Andy finally passed his driving test n got himself a driving license after his 3rd attempt. When he called me n told me that he's done, as in "wo wan le", I thought he meant like "die" la, but actually me meant he's finished the test.. haha.. so i asked him whether he failed again. I was so happy 4 him (n myself, since he can drive me ard after his dad gives him the green light 2 the car) when he told me he's passed.. woohoo!! yippie!!
then he asked me 2 meet him at eunos mrt, then we'll go 2 town together. when i reached pasir ris interchange, he told me that he'd forgotten his wallet n asked me 2 meet him at his place instead.. frankly speaking, i was quite fed up la. he should've told me earlier so i could take bus 12 from the bus stop opposite my house that stops nearer 2 his place.. grudgingly, i took 12 from the interchange n pouted all the way 2 bedok.. then he called me halfway n told me that he'd bring n umbrella 2 shelter me coz it was raining. when i arrived at the bus stop n didn't c him ard, i was seriously quite frustrated. then after i called him, i had 2 wait like 10 more minutes, n his place was so near 2 the bus stop. i was hungry n angry la.. but i didn't know he planned a surprise 4 me.. (never take things at face value..)
he led me 2 his room immediately after we went into his house.. oh, btw, after living at the same place for dunno how many years, he actually banged his head onto the gate juz now la.. so blur sia.. haha.. when he opened the door, the 1st thing i noticed was his messy bed. so i went "ur room so messy still dare 2 invite me in ar?" then i saw his desk. unsually neat, n decorated with rose petals n candles... aww.. it was so sweet of him lor... lying amidst the red coloured petals was a bouquet of 3 roses n lavenders, with a bracelet with dangling apples sitting beautifully on the roses, a cutsie Tigger n a big envelop containing a pink vday card... heehee..
for the 7+ months we've been together, the Andy i know isn't a romantic n sweet-nothings guy.. he's always been the practical n pragmatic fellow. but seeing what he's done 4 me 2dae, i'm really touched la... so sweet of him... then he gave me a soft kiss on my lips... really got me all floaty lor.. ^_^
Then we went out 2 window-shop at heeren n cineleisure.. actually i couldn't really remember what we did there. juz remember that we took a picture from the photo machine, n the fact the he accompanying me is such a wonderful feeling..
I never really believed in love at 1st sight until i met this really caring n cute guy... heehee.. i mean, his looks is a bonus. what really mattered is how he treats me n the way he cares 4 me.. he's the 1st 1 ever, i swear 2 heaven, that made me feel that "special" feeling that my mum had been telling me about when i 1st met him. n i still get that kind of feeling until now.
we quarreled ytd, n i got really furious n suggested that we go 2 the Kuan Yim Temple near bugis. I wanted 2 draw a lot 2 c if we were fated 2 be together. I told Guan Yin that i really wanna know if he's the 1, coz if he's not, then i really dun wanna waste anymore of our time (i really love him, but sometimes, loving some1 doesn't mean u have 2 be with him, so if u're juz not fated, maybe letting go would be a wise choice). I got a really good lot, saying that "Bad days become good unexpectedly. The Dragon sings while the tiger sings in compliment. There is a route to Heaven. Your hopes will be fulfilled. Interpretation: Good" (lot 53) k la, seriously, i dun quite get the words, but since the interpretation says "Good", then it must be good. i know i shouldn't be too supertitious, but the feeling Andy gives me is really very pleasing. he knows that give n take n compromising r very impt in a relationship, n he doesn't take things for granted or ask 4 unreasonable stuff. The best part is that he gets along really well with my family.. heehee..
oh, y m i talking abt him? oh yea, my mum said if i wanted 2 go 4 further studies, i shld wait 4 him, then we go 2gether, coz she doesn't wanna leave my dad in Singapore n go overseas with me. haha.. she trusts us 2 not do the wrong stuff.. "I won't let u down, mummy!"
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