Me & Andy Xian 1 Mth anniversary

Yay!! Me n andyxian 1 mth le..... yippie!! heehee... somemore got fireworks sia. heehee..

i'm too tired 2 blog now, n at the same time too happy 2 think properly.... juz hope that this kind of feeling will last leh.. n i think y i'm so happy is bcoz of several reasons la, 1 of them being andyxian is super YandaoZ (at least 2 me la), but that's not the most impt 1, coz if his character n attitude sux, i'd not have started a relationship with him. yea, it was fast, but i can tell. i can.. really.. ok, where was i? oh, y i'm so happy with andyxian.. is bcoz: this is the 1st time i truly like n admire (n probably love) some1, n he reciprocates n gives me even more than what i expected in the 1st place.... suddenly remember 1 thing that guy asked me b4: whether i really like him, or is it juz bcoz he treats me gd, then i went steady with him. i nv really answered that question. i didn't want 2 hurt, but i also didn't want 2 lie. now since it's over, i'm gonna say, yea, i nv really liked him... i'm bad la... ok la... i know la.....

now then i know y it's so impt 2 really like some1 b4 startinga relationship with him/her... coz if it's oni bcoz the person treats u gd (n love u), u won't feel "satisfied" at the end of the day. ya, ppl always say, being love is fortunate (bei ai shi xing fu), but think of it this way, wouldn't u want the person who loves u 2 be the 1 u love too? c'mon ppl, stop deceiving urself n be lazy. dun juz accept whoever comes by. look 4 the 1 that u like. k la, ai ren shi tong ku, it is painful 2 love some1, so if that some1 likes u too, bingo. if not, go continue finding la... ok, dun say i'm naive or juz trying 2 find some1 2 love me, coz i really like andyxian a lot a lot a lot......... it's like, the previous guys i went out with, they have some flaws that i kan bu shun yan. but this 1 ar, really nth lor... walao...... plus he's so super cute....

ok, finally said what i wanted 2 say.. if not these things choked at my throat very kang kor (difficult) sia.. n oh, andyxian juz called me 2 say gd nite... ok la, i hua chi..... but i'm in love.. who cares. the world is pink now... bleahx :p